I wept because from now on I will weep less. I wept because I have lost my pain and I am not yet accustomed to its absence." ~Anais Nin
...and thank you to Jim, Nancy & Faye...and to Chela and to someone whose name I don't know... a friend of Ramgeet's. And Yogi Bhajan and Sri Amritanandamayi Devi and Kalika and my father David, and Dan.
So many people responded...Siri Amrit, Emma, Balprem, Renee, Tone, Trina, Susan, and Sukhmandir posted this:
I am sitting and realizing how profound the healing was... an incredible gift from my wonderful friend Ramgeet. Through her friend's gift (a friend whose name I do not know who just gave of his time and energy to release an attachment)... I may still be self-adjusting, but my spine feels light, my shoulders unburdened of so much pain. I feel such relief that I do not know how to accept that the pain is gone. It's gone. It's just gone. I am amazed. And I believe it now, though I could not quite at first. Anais words ring even truer for me today...soon this new way of being will feel more like home, as it truly is coming home to who I was so many years avon. I have not changed so much, I have only been given all the missing parts of my soul back. It was broken into a million scattered pieces like the Tikkun Olam of Judaism, and now it is whole. My soul is wholly mine again. God Bless.
God is indeed Great and I am in immense gratitude for the workings behind the scenes. And for the ways in which I sense the hands of Yogi Bhajan and Ammachi behind all this....
Siri Amrit said: "you even came through as my White Tantric Yoga partner at winter!"
She had said that her partner's face morphed into mine for a second. We had planned to partner, but I was not able to physically be there...
Tone said: "A quote from my beloved Anais that touches me deeply!!! LOVE. Thank you, precious Phoenix ~ You're a GEM ~ and I send you heaps of hugsss & smmmoochies across the pond ` Mwwaahhhh!! XOXOX"
Trina said she'd heard that she missed a great class this morning. The class was on the mediation stage of 'Politeness' and balancing the apanic energy, the lower three chakras, the lower triangle. Grounding into the earth. It WAS a lovely class! Everyone made it that way! Without them it would not have been so... I do not do that myself...it is Sarah, Jane, Heather, Megan, Donna, and others...
Susan said: "All the diaries of Anais Nin were my closest companions for many, many years. I devoured them all. And then went back to the beginning and started over."
Susan, I love the prose/poetry of her "House of Incest" too... I know the title is daunting for people, but the writing is so lyrical and heart-opening for me. So beautiful. Anais was close to my heart years ago, I own everything she wrote, but I just couldn't get back to it for a long, long time. Ramgeet did something very special for me that helped immensely! She is so kind! And now I'm just rediscovering everything I had to set aside. LOVE."
Gratitude to Kristen and Prakash Deep for seeing the attachment so clearly, and seeing what needed to be done. A thousand million blessings to you my dearest sisters! All the love your hearts can hold...
Asamidori sumiwataritaru ohzorano hiroki onoga kokoro to mogana (Ten)
As a great sky in clear light green I wish my heart would be as vast (Sky)
~ waka poetry by the Meiji Emperor of Japan
Renee: "So Succinctly moving."
God Bless you all!
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